The young calfs

How can somebody be so God damn gorgeous that you just want to cry? But, isn´t it a bit weird to find someone much younger than you so attractive? Will it always be like this, that I find young men illigally handsome even when i turn 50 or 60? Well, looking at the case of many famous middle aged women, like Demi More and Madonna, it is not highly unlikely. The trend of having a younger boyfriend... but were will one draw the line? When will it start to be discusting? Or maybe i am just hungover and desperate...